As we approach the 20-year-mark for Pump that Pedal (my debut into fetish work), my first reaction is shock. Has it really been almost 20 years?! August 2004... Almost. I am definitely not the Scarlet I was when I was 25.
I can't bang through video after video during a shoot like I once did. I tire a lot faster (with anything I do, not just filming), and because of that, I cannot take as many custom video orders as I once did for a typical 6-hour shoot. I also can't take the heat of our summers like I used to, so sitting in non-moving vehicles for half a day isn't possible for me. Because of shoulder and elbow issues, changing batteries in our PTP fleet is tough. It doesn't help that I am in the worst shape of my life. You would never know I taught Zumba 3-4 times a week 6 years ago...
I have given up on a lot of my garden bed areas for the summer because I just can't find the time (how is life so nonstop?!?), and I can't be outside long enough to accomplish anything (life and/or the heat). I got rid of a ton of plants a week ago because I just couldn't get them planted and honestly, I want to focus on more important things right now.
I've started walking this week to get some exercise, and I'm trying to be more mindful of what I eat. I know these two play a factor in my always lethargic state of mind. I am also trying my best to post more updates to Fanta's website and put more time into Patreon. Admittedly, it's hard to get on camera sometimes and act sexy when you don't feel good. But I'll get there.
So with all that being said, I have to limit each scheduled shoot to ensure I am able to get what has been paid for finished that day. I will do a first pay, next in line type deal, so I'm not holding a spot for a shoot date until the custom pictures/video is paid for. I have a few appointments to rule out anything obviously medical, but hopefully over the next couple months, I will see an improvement with my energy levels. Because right now, I have none. 😞
Scarlet
November 21, 2024
Thank you for the kind words! Sorry I’m just now seeing this. The back-end of the commenting system is not as user friendly as previous versions.